Alright, jumping in here because this hit a bit too close. Funny thing is, I used to think the same, that there’s some secret rhythm to it all, like if you just watch long enough you’ll crack it. But nah, turns out the brain is just great at fooling itself. Midway through digging around I stumbled on Gambling-giant and it kinda helped me see things more clearly, not in a magical way, just more grounded info. Honestly, most “patterns” are just noise dressed up nicely. Still fun to think about though, especially when you’re half awake and overthinking everything.